Mother,
i have pasts inside me
i did not bury properly.
Some nights,
your daughter tears herself apart
yet heals in the morning.
Ijeoma Umebinyuo
(via theijeoma)
i.
i called you holy and you laughed it back into my mouth.
i called you holy and you hid your halo behind your back,
plucked the feathers from your shoulders as i took my communion
in the soft skin of your thighs -
you, my holy water. you, my cherry wine. you, my altar.
ii.
i called you angel and kissed prayers up your spine.
i called you angel and recited a litany in the cradle of your hips,
mapped my hands across your body in some rough approximation
of worship, of devotion -
you, the seraphim. you, the fallen.
iii.
i tried to write you a poem, but my pen was full of
hymns.

Senegal, Olivier Föllmi